Thank you for this. I really felt your voice in this reply—not just your ideas, but the person behind them. That’s such a rare thing to receive, and I’m grateful.
I resonate strongly with what you said about writing keeping you sane. For me, too, there have been stretches of life when writing was the only way I could stay in touch with something deeper—some thread of coherence or meaning I couldn’t access in conversation or thought. And like you, I’ve had to walk, read, and wrestle through the blocks—not always to reach clarity, but sometimes just to honour the muddle.
What struck me most was your honesty about the struggle to write the book—not as a linear project but as a series of collapses and rebuildings. That sounds familiar. There’s a strange humility in admitting when our arguments falter—and a deeper kind of strength in going back to listen more deeply, rather than pushing through. That, to me, feels like a kind of intellectual and spiritual maturity.
As I wrote to @RobertBunge in this same conversational stream, I have now finished reading Hospicing Modernity—to great personal gain, with deeper personal learning, greater awareness of my own complicity and convenient confusion, much less personal certainty about what we need to do next (i.e. increased humility), a clearer view of modernity’s problems, some new models (Bus, Compost, House of Modernity, Horizons of Possibility, Radical Tenderness etc. etc.), and a host of interesting journal articles to read. A very profitable week’s work.
However, just because it was really helpful to me at this stage in my Bildung, it doesn’t mean it will be for everyone. We’re all unique—that is one of nature’s miracles. Incidentally, after I had bought her book, but before I read it, I learned that she’ll be attending the Realisation Festival at the end of June. I’m also registered, so I look forward to meeting her.
I’ll be very interested in seeing The Ecocivilisation Diaries unfold. The very name suggests a different rhythm—something looser, perhaps more emergent and alive than a bound book. Diaries, after all, don’t
need to prove anything. They just record what shows up.
Your comment about novels also gave me pause. I find fiction helps me step outside my own mind—when the writing is good, I disappear into it. But I can understand how that kind of surrender might be harder if you’re always alert to the author’s hand. It makes me wonder what kind of storytelling might still feel alive for you—perhaps oral traditions, myth, or music, where the author is less visible and the story is more like a shared atmosphere?
I’m really enjoying this exchange, and I hope we can continue it—wherever it wants to go.